Sometimes, it is Hard

It can be really hard, being apart from him sometimes, especially when the holidays are rolling around the corner. My mind turns to thoughts of missing him, and wishing that he was here to share those holiday memories with me, and vice versa. Christmas was enjoyable, when I was together with him. I like having those memories of spending that holiday with him and his family, yet I also wish I could do the same this year. Alas, I will be spending Christmas in the States with my family this year. I guess it should not be something to be sad about too much. I mean, hopefully, him and I will be together soon. Hopefully, it will all work out sometime in the summer of next year, right?

Maybe I just have to keep busy with work, and saving money for that new pc, as well as saving money for the application fee for the petition. I hope the time goes by quickly...

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